That's Deep!!

"After this had transpired the blood of these people, although misled, fell so hot on my heart that I could not stand it, nor find rest in my soul.  I reflected upon my unclean, carnal life, also the hypocritical doctrine and idolatry which I still practiced daily in appearance of godliness, but without relish.  I saw that these zealous children, although in error, willingly gave their lives and their estates for their doctrine and faith.  And I was one of those who disclosed to some of them the abominations of the papal system.  But I myself continued in my comfortable life and acknowledge abominations simply in order that I might enjoy physical comfort and escape the cross of Christ."